YOOOOOO. (:

i dont like schoool, SERIOUSLY. =(

ok, i really dont like maths simply because, i dont understand anything at all. no matter how hard hui&eliza tried to explain to me. (i dont understand what teacher is teaching at all). i felt so damn helplesss and so damn uselesss. haiz. early in the morning, i alrdy had this lousy feeeling. =(

den other lessons were fine except i'm really tired. =.= i like MT cause its slacking time. mr song ask abt oral and we just chat with him abt it lor. anyway, its over mar. =) den we were given zuo wen to do. ROFL, no one actually did do la.. but other than chatting with mr song, i dont feeel like talking at all. i felt so damn sad...

after MT, we had F&N. vonne's paper got taken away, so poor thing la. stupid assss. den mdm tan was being so damn nice, she guide us along. =) den went for maths stars.

we were late&we were being questioned. i felt so damn pissed off, the boys were late tooo (&they late because they went to eat) we were late simply because we waited for eliza and also cher talk to us. and... we were the one being questioned. den asked to do maths question.

i was so damn tired from the long day of work.. and my brain cant function properly.. we were expected to finish all questions before leaving and i cant even do at all. i can do part of it but not all. den i felt so damn pekchek with myself. after that, eliza realised that i am really damn tired and she asked cher if we can go home. den i felt so damn uselesss and started crying.

wtf, i hate to cry because of maths. i hate the useless&helpess feeeling. and i felt really stupid you know. wth la.. den i was like so damn damn sad... first time in my life, i had this helpless feeling and totally not knowing where i'm heading to. first time i felt so damn useless. &i dont even really feeeel like facing this prob till today.. haiz. i also dont understand much abt chemistry but i'm not so worried for chem because i can read up on it&ask friends. but... what abt maths? eliza&hui tried helping me and i still dont understand. =(

&i'm so tired nowadays and get irritated easily. wtf, i hate this. hate this. hate this. :@

....... dont comment on this post, ty. =)


曾经，我会因为你的一句话而思考一整天
我现在懂了， 那时一种习惯…… 因为我知道，不管自己有多不开心……你都会当我的出气筒~
但，我已经不想再习惯下去了 因为那会成为一种依赖 一种离不开你的依赖……
有天，我们都会发现这种习惯与默契其实都只是互相了解罢了……

我知道不管怎样，你一直都在……ty. ^_^

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